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The only reason for me to keep myself relax : like, still going out for a nice lunch ( 1-1.5 hour) , try to keep in touch with my favourite TV drama (sweet-sour grandfa and dae jang jean ) is - to keep myself relaxed such that my brain is working.

I really absuloutely can't resight things, simple can't. So, I need to keep myself clear minded - so make useful associations to remember them and use them.

The fact is, when I am too nervous, I started to resight things but find it difficult and fail to do so - which is even worse.

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Oppse................ I have spend so much time on Acute renal failure - 3 hours nearly....................... WOooOOo

That's why I am all along ignoring renal , because it sounds complicated. and you really need a lot of Intuitives.

Oopse! I am so surprised with today's revision lecture - he teach so well - so Intuitive and my concern is correctly addressed!! So, my question is working , inspired by WK.

yup, I started to get on the way - eventually after all these months, I have got the right tract to face my study, career and exams and so far, my understanding shows that - it do.

now, I am facing those unfamiliar subjects - haemt, renal, rheumat - all are things that I have overlooked - because they seems so complicated.. and in facing them , I started to act like a Sensor - so I become dreaded - having realized that, I stop and think, is it the way I should go further. Like, metabolic acidosis - with all those difficult mechanism stated in the notes, difficult to understand treatmnets - so, what the hell patient will find to be suffering from metabolic acidosis ? find to be suffering for renal tubular acidosis? and what should I be doing if I am the Dr in charge? why metabolic acidosis is so urgent - what are the serious things it cause. Having realized that I started to go on a wrong way , I restart with new insight. much better now.  now I am tackling them - hope to finish by monday.

and Paedi will be on progress next week onwards.

I don't mind spending time on medicine - as I know, even I have 6 months for revision - I won't remmeber well what I have do 6 months ago. I still need to rush in these 2 months. And, you can never be perfect in all the 5 subjects. If I revise OG and Paedi in these 2 weeks, I will regress later for not having time for medicine and forgetting what I have revise earlier.

So, I choose to start with what I am familiar with and interested in - hopefully get it right and clear (what you need is correct concepts - because they will never test you on knowledge directly and they want concepts overall) , then con't with less familiar object (closer to exam, chance of forgetting it is less, and I don't need to worry about my favourite subject) .

anyway, no aim at distinction , but be a perfectly reasonable and safe Dr, that's the way.

I think, if compared with SPecialty clerk, I may be less 'knowledgable', but now, my way of thinking is much better than specialty clerk.

While looking at the old notes on resp --- I must say, every words from WK constitute an assay................................................. with underlying message as the way you should think

haha, I am getting crazy